Hey! I hope you liked my poem/song. I gotta bunch in my song book. Well, this is my last page in my diary!! I was reading some of my old entries from the beginning of the year. Wow, did I have some crazy time. So much stuff happened. And now I’m off to the big 8th grade. I rule the school!! LOL I’m very excited. I really want to make this an amazing year. I know it will be.

Well my dear 7th grade diary, as I’m filling you in on these final lines, I wanna say I’m glad to have you for sharing all that I went through. Woa, I sound like I’m talking to a book. LOL well, I’m running out of space, but I am starting a new diary for 8th grade. Soooo goodbye!

LYL TTYL xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

7-28-05

Hey I know it’s been almost 3 months since I last wrote (sorry!) I’m am gonna start a new year book dedicated to my 8th grade year at Holy Cross! I want to remember it all, and I promise to write almost every day. LOL

Well, the lazy days of summer are drifting by. Nothing really is going on. Footloose is going great! (I’ll write about Footloose later)

But anyway as you know, Allen and me have been well, “over”. Well, he did wanna go out with me again. But I said no, I do have a little thing called self-respect! I just wanna BF to hang with and talk about stuff. Yea, rite, like I’ll every find a guy like that. Well, I started to think that Allen is a total jerk (well he is), but for some odd reason, I can’t stop thinking about him. I wouldn’t call it love, but there’s something. No matter how hard I try to hate him, I can’t. I know I’m ridiculously dumb when I say this because I’m so young, but I feel lonely sometimes. Yeah it sounds dumb I know, but I get lonely. Maybe this very minute he’s wishing we could be together. There’s always maybes, but I wish I knew the truth.

Wow I feel a lot better now. Well I’m gonna go to bed, nite.

PS This is my last entry in my 7th grade diary, I’ll start my new one soon. xoxoxo

I hate you but I love you!!!!

5-18-05

Hey. Today is my brother’s birthday. I got him a really funny card!

OMG, I HATE Ethan. He was making fun of me because I like track and because I get good grades. He calls me “perfect”, no one is perfect. But he’s too dumb to know that. Well, today I stayed in for recess and lunch to work on my dance for “All That Jazz”. The dance looks awesome! I can’t wait to perform it in front of everyone.

Well, while my friends were eating lunch, I heard that Melissa started to cry. Now she knows how it feels to be left out, but I have to admit that I do feel bad for her. That’s life for her. Well I gotta do homework. Rite later.

5-15-05

Hey! Knights of Columbus was a blast! I was at the track for 8 hours. What a tiring day. I ran the minor 800 medley and the cadet 4×100. After that, Cara came over. Maria and Sarah went over to Cameron’s. My mom wouldn’t let me go 😦 Marie hooked up with John! He’s hooked up with like everyone man. Well, me and Cara went over my aunt’s house for awhile.

OMG, on Friday night, we hung around HCS and Cameron wanted to hook up with me! I didn’t though cuz my mom came early to pick me up 😦 I was soooo mad. I think he likes me. I hope he does. Oh yea, Melissa called Danielle’s cell and like invited herself to come with us. Marie got really upset and cried. I felt so bad for her! She thinks that the Springfield moms talk about her cuz she’s mad at Marie. Marie is so nice, she’s only defending herself.

Well today, I went to mass and then I went to the boys baseball game with the girls (they lost again). I get really quiet around some of the girls, I don’t know what to say and I stutter. I hope I can break the habit of being shy. I can be outgoing, but not all the time. I worry too much about what people think of me.

Tomorrow, my mom is going on a business trip. She’s going to see The Killers in concert!!! Lucky! I gave her my CD of them. Well, going to bed. LYL

5-13-05

Friday the 13th uuugghhh

Actually, this day hasn’t been that bad. After school, I went to Gems with the girls. They we met up with Carolyn and Brielle and we went to the boys baseball game against Francis. When we were at Gems, we saw Cara and Melissa! Surprise, surprise! LOL.

I haven’t talked to you in awhile. Nothing much has been going on. Marie is pretty much in the “popular” group, but I’m hanging in there. Lately, I’ve been really body conscious ’cause bikini season is coming up, and I’m trying to cut back on junk food.

The last HCS dance is tonight! We’re debating whether we want to go. But the boys like never come to them! It pisses me off (still like Cameron). But so does Sarah. So I think he’ll go out with her, instead. I don’t really care.

Oh yea, the girls and boys team came 2nd in Division! Pius X beat us, but they have like 60 something girls on their team, and we only have 23! That’s amazing. I also qualified for Areas, I’m 10th place for the 200 and 15th place for the 100 (ewwww that’s not good!!) Tomorrow is Knights of Columbus, so I won’t be home all day. Can’t wait. Well, I’m gonna practice guitar, bye!

5-1-05

Hey! Marie just left my house. We went to Gems and hung out there. I’m going to a pick-up volleyball game at 5:00, and it’s 4:15 right now. I gotta go to Petco first to get Lightning’s dog food with mom. I’ll rite later. Love you lots! ❤

Later: whew, what a weekend! I am bushed. I have this weekend ritual, where on every Sunday I take a loooong shwer. I really pamper myself. It makes me feel confident for the coming week. Poppy came over later to help out with my room. Tomorrow the curtains get put in. My room it too cool, I can’t even describe it!

Here’s other things you should know about me:

1.) I am Roman Catholic (sorry my other pen ran outta ink)

2.) I like to meditate and find inner peace

3.) My birthday is 1/19/92

That’s some more stuff. If I can think of anything else, I’ll fill you in. God, Rachel wants to go back out with Nate! Seriously, I can’t stand him. Plus, he treated Rachel badly. Well, I gotta go to bed, LYL ❤ By the way: I TOTALLY 4got to tell you that our new Pope is Pope Benedict XVI ( real name: Joseph Ratzinger from Germany)

4-30-05

10:30 in the morning! It’s unheard of to be awake at 10:30 on a Saturday! Well, I really woke up at 7:30 because I had a meet at Ridley High School. But it was raining when we got there, so it was called off. Then I went over Cate’s for about an hour cuz our mom’s wanted to talk over coffee. Cate read some of her diary entries from 6th grade and they were hilarious! Like, the time Nate asked me out, and all of this other funny stuff! We had good times.

Later at 9:46PM

Hey! What’s up? It’s pouring outside! I love it when it rains. I love to hear the soft “pit pat” of the rain as it knocks on my window. Well, the rest of the day was uneventful. I organized some family pictures and put them in boxes. Wow, was I a cute and chubby kid! Then I went online for awhile. Bill says Tommy likes me, but I don’t think so. I mean, Tommy’s cool and all (he’s actually very smart and not like a jerk like the other boiz in my class), but he’s not my type. He’s one of my best guy friends. Then Marie called and we talked for awhile. My brother had his friend over and they were being such asses and they kicked me off of the computer!

Since it hasn’t stopped raining, we didn’t go out 2nite. By the way, the boys boycotted us! They’re refusing to hang out with us. I hope ❤ Cameron ❤ doesn’t boycott us. Well that’s pretty much all.

Hot Guy List:

1.) Cameron

2.) Chris Underwood from my fav show Zoey 101

3.) Both of the twins in my class

4.) That guy from Unfabulous, I forget his name but he plays Zach

What to look for in a guy:

1.) Funny

2.) Romantic

3.) Athletic

4.) Eyes

5.) Somewhat smart

4-27-05

This day has been bad & good. It’s been good because Melissa wasn’t here 4 recess or lunch! And because I did *major* flirting with Cameron! It was bad because I’m not allowed 2 go 2 the O’Hara fair tomorrow. This has been the worst day ever!!! I hate this!

Well anyway, I got tests back all above 95, so that was good. Oh yea, we all talked about mean things Melissa’s done to us! Then we had music (I had to dance with Simon, ewwwww). Then I had track practice where we found out that our minor relay got qualified for Areas! Yay!! And now, I’m home, in my purple room, listening to Q102.

Ready or not, cuz here I come….

4-24-05

Hey, I haven’t talked 2 you 4ever! It’s been pretty hectic as you can tell. Today, I served mass and saw Annie at St. Francis. It was awesome.

Well, let me fill ya in on what’s been going on. Allen (that jerk) dumped me, then called me to say he wanted to get back together! As if! He’s a jerk and I don’t know what I saw in him. Melissa and Marie are in a HUGE fight, and it’s heaven with them like this! Of course, Marie got mad at Melissa (no one likes her I swear it)! I’m kinda sad that they’re throwing away their memories and stuff, but who cares? Melissa, you used to think you were so cool, but now you’re unpopular! I don’t even like her!

Oh yea, spring break was DA BOMB. It was a blast! So much fun stuff happened, I can’t even say! Whew, good times. Well, GTG bye! ❤

3-9-05

On the phone with Becky chillin’ to Q102. I’m gonna be in the St. Patty’s parade this Saturday! Ha, take that Melissa. LOL.

Marie’s getting a dog today, a cocker spaniel. She already has two but they live with her dad. And a cat. OMG she’s so excited.

Later – track was sooo tough, I’m so dead. But I got a shower and feel refreshed. Melissa brags about her plans in front of me on purpose and to make me feel jealous, but actually it’s really annoying! OMG, I’m about to scream. Well anyway. I’m so stressed! Monday – guitar and singing lessons followed by choir. Tuesday – dance (practicing for recital, the theme is Fun Under the Sun). Wednesday – track. Thursday – track. And I have to worry bout homework, school, grades and chores! Oh yea, on Saturday I have ice skating and track meets. Plus I have to keep up with friends. It’s so stressful. Somehow I’ll make it through. Well tired, I’m gonna hit the hay. HAVE NO REGRETS.