7-28-05

Hey I know it’s been almost 3 months since I last wrote (sorry!) I’m am gonna start a new year book dedicated to my 8th grade year at Holy Cross! I want to remember it all, and I promise to write almost every day. LOL

Well, the lazy days of summer are drifting by. Nothing really is going on. Footloose is going great! (I’ll write about Footloose later)

But anyway as you know, Allen and me have been well, “over”. Well, he did wanna go out with me again. But I said no, I do have a little thing called self-respect! I just wanna BF to hang with and talk about stuff. Yea, rite, like I’ll every find a guy like that. Well, I started to think that Allen is a total jerk (well he is), but for some odd reason, I can’t stop thinking about him. I wouldn’t call it love, but there’s something. No matter how hard I try to hate him, I can’t. I know I’m ridiculously dumb when I say this because I’m so young, but I feel lonely sometimes. Yeah it sounds dumb I know, but I get lonely. Maybe this very minute he’s wishing we could be together. There’s always maybes, but I wish I knew the truth.

Wow I feel a lot better now. Well I’m gonna go to bed, nite.

PS This is my last entry in my 7th grade diary, I’ll start my new one soon. xoxoxo

I hate you but I love you!!!!

5-18-05

Hey. Today is my brother’s birthday. I got him a really funny card!

OMG, I HATE Ethan. He was making fun of me because I like track and because I get good grades. He calls me “perfect”, no one is perfect. But he’s too dumb to know that. Well, today I stayed in for recess and lunch to work on my dance for “All That Jazz”. The dance looks awesome! I can’t wait to perform it in front of everyone.

Well, while my friends were eating lunch, I heard that Melissa started to cry. Now she knows how it feels to be left out, but I have to admit that I do feel bad for her. That’s life for her. Well I gotta do homework. Rite later.

4-30-05

10:30 in the morning! It’s unheard of to be awake at 10:30 on a Saturday! Well, I really woke up at 7:30 because I had a meet at Ridley High School. But it was raining when we got there, so it was called off. Then I went over Cate’s for about an hour cuz our mom’s wanted to talk over coffee. Cate read some of her diary entries from 6th grade and they were hilarious! Like, the time Nate asked me out, and all of this other funny stuff! We had good times.

Later at 9:46PM

Hey! What’s up? It’s pouring outside! I love it when it rains. I love to hear the soft “pit pat” of the rain as it knocks on my window. Well, the rest of the day was uneventful. I organized some family pictures and put them in boxes. Wow, was I a cute and chubby kid! Then I went online for awhile. Bill says Tommy likes me, but I don’t think so. I mean, Tommy’s cool and all (he’s actually very smart and not like a jerk like the other boiz in my class), but he’s not my type. He’s one of my best guy friends. Then Marie called and we talked for awhile. My brother had his friend over and they were being such asses and they kicked me off of the computer!

Since it hasn’t stopped raining, we didn’t go out 2nite. By the way, the boys boycotted us! They’re refusing to hang out with us. I hope ❤ Cameron ❤ doesn’t boycott us. Well that’s pretty much all.

Hot Guy List:

1.) Cameron

2.) Chris Underwood from my fav show Zoey 101

3.) Both of the twins in my class

4.) That guy from Unfabulous, I forget his name but he plays Zach

What to look for in a guy:

1.) Funny

2.) Romantic

3.) Athletic

4.) Eyes

5.) Somewhat smart

4-24-05

Hey, I haven’t talked 2 you 4ever! It’s been pretty hectic as you can tell. Today, I served mass and saw Annie at St. Francis. It was awesome.

Well, let me fill ya in on what’s been going on. Allen (that jerk) dumped me, then called me to say he wanted to get back together! As if! He’s a jerk and I don’t know what I saw in him. Melissa and Marie are in a HUGE fight, and it’s heaven with them like this! Of course, Marie got mad at Melissa (no one likes her I swear it)! I’m kinda sad that they’re throwing away their memories and stuff, but who cares? Melissa, you used to think you were so cool, but now you’re unpopular! I don’t even like her!

Oh yea, spring break was DA BOMB. It was a blast! So much fun stuff happened, I can’t even say! Whew, good times. Well, GTG bye! ❤